Monday, January 18, 2010

I've had just about enough of quote diamonds in the rough..

I have not produced a paper in what feels like ages......
This is me taking a break from paper writing to write in my blog.

i missed staying up late, playing with my hair and seriously debating professors intellect based on how much they make write.. haha.

Life costs so much money, today I just HAD to renew my APA membership... because well since i'm submitting some papers to them to get reviewed it looks good if you are still a member.. which in 2 days I won't be.
My editor is pulling her hair out, saying that I won't be able to find someone like her in California, Washington or even O.R.... so we agreed she'd fix my papers from afar..
If you can't tell from my blogs, my dyzzzzlexia isn't going away like planned.
Having an editor who gets where I'm going and for a low cost... helps.
On another note, I'm going to be babysitting twice a week which always helps the income, my boss is expecting! yippy! and can't be as active with her little one.. so I will.

Okay, so I'll admit that I hated owl city and told everyone that I hated them.... well..
I figured out why I actually like them now.
besides it's lovey oozy goozy goodness BUT (yes this is the first time i've admitted to the public that i'm a sucker for romance... oh man.. esp. if he can playyyyy an acoustic guitar ..")
he talks about feeling at home... California, the west coast in general... and airplanes!
of course I'd love him.. (because these are things I love/like/places I want to be)

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we're apart, whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
All the time, all the time
(How can you not love those lyrics?)
I also feel like i'm 15 when listening to Owl City.. and so I kinda have a limit of it, but I could also talk about this for ages....

I've also came to the conclusion to not date between the time of me leaving here and going to....california/washington/o.r.
or rather go on a date. IT SEEMS THE MINUTE I MADE THIS CHOICE THAT SUDDENLY PEOPLE COME KNOCKING ON MY DOOR.. not physically... but text-messagely. i've attributed this all to the new year and people believing that they need to tell someone their "true" feelings.(which I've always been a fan of.. and have made an ass of myself...even in the new year... i'm working on keeping my mouth shut..) . or whatever.
I was asked. and I realized there is no reason for me to get connected to a person that i'm leaving and besides that... I need to become more picky :)

After dating a good handful of people I've come to the realization of what I'm looking for and not looking for.
i'm feeling like getting back to work.. and the next blog will be all about dating since I read that amazing chapter... mostly because I started to think about how next week this needs to be ready to be submitted...

the topic;
Do children who suffer childhood sexual trauma have a higher occurrence of sexual promiscuity ? oh and yeah.. i defined promiscuity... which is harder then it seems.
and also I'm including sub-chapters concerning the effects of male vs. female sexual abusers.

and ithink I'm rooting for PEPPERDINEEEEEEEE!
Seattle pacific and....... California Luth.


  1. I haven't written a meaningful paper in about a year. School down here is kind of a joke, although the practice from being immersed in the culture is invaluable. It's amazing. I'm glad to hear you're going to focus on yourself for a bit on the west siiiiide. I'm thinkin I'm gonna do that too (unless this one person makes a move towards me... i will respond to him, teehee) and uhmmmm gosh. When I get back to AK i'm gonna work my ass off to save money to leave. probably just to visit other friends for a bit, but I'm gonna come visit you wherever you end up! It's been too long. I still have 7 months left before i have to think about that stuff though... I'm scared of going back to AK already... <3 Jenny

    come visit me on the west coast..
    or i'll come down there
    and you can speak spanish for me.
    TEACH ME. that be great..